I don't know what's wrong with me but i just feel like crying out loud for these few days...

Mommy, I need you...

How about you? Are you reading this? I wanted to call you now but my phone is out of credit... I can't wvwn msg ANYONE... This is torturing...

Random... A song from Christina Perri =)

A song can speaks a thousand words...

[source from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BS47OUwi7hE]

"Distance"

by Christina Perri

The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I give you everything I am
All my broken heart beats
Until I know you understand

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To save what we have

So I'll make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long til we call this love, love, love?

[source from: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/christinaperri/distance.html]

For you, MING RUI!!!

A brief introduction for the main character of the post.

On 28th July 1992,eh... I am not the main character... It should be HER!

On 22nd October 1992, a cute little baby girl is born. When she was still a child, she got everything she want and everyone threat her like a princess as she is the first child and first grandchild. She was indulge in that princess life. But right after her younger sister was born, everything change. Everyone started to shift their attention to her younger sister. She felt abandon and started to get rebel until she got into MRSM. Can you imagine a girl who can be so rebellious for so many years? In MRSM, her attitude changed and become more lovely. =) After her MRSM, she entered Form 6 for a month and then she entered KMNS (Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan). The climax of it is she met a girl (her best friend) who name CHONG MAE VIN in KMNS!! She is so lucky to meet Mae Vin there as Mae Vin is a cute, pretty, talkative and crazy girl!! (Don't stop reading it, I shall stop bragging about myself.) Move on...

I am so lucky that when I was in KMNS, this girl appear and coloured my life in KMNS. It is still fresh in my mind when I knew that there will be 2 Chinese girl (I am not being racist.) enter and stays in A3 block, I am so happy that I went straight to their room and talk to them and I found out that she is an accounting student too. However, after we are close to each other, she told me that she and her roommates were eventually stunt after I left the room - a crazy girl pop out from no where when they are still in the miserable mood for entering KMNS. In that 1 year, we were super duper extremely close when we were in KMNS, We often slept together, study together, makan together, online together, etc...

In fact, our faith does not end there. We worked together in CIMB Bank as Credit Card Advisor. For that 3 months, we were like back to matric's life as we are always together again.We go for appointment together, Blitz together, had lunch together, meeting together, cold call together, curi tulang together, etc... Asia Cafe, Internet Cafe, SS15, USJ9, Sunway Mentari Court, Subang KTM Station, bus stop opposite Carrefour became the place full of our memories.

It haven't end yet. We even travel together to Penang, Perlis, Kelantan and Sarawak! <3 Not to forget our twin camera. =D The fun and joy we had are always the memorable one. Playing poker card in the train, SS with our new camera, chatting, junk food, and a lot more.

Do you think it's going to end that way? NO WAY MAN!!!!! Our friendship will never end. After so many things, do you think we are just going to walk away to different direction like a stranger? Although we are not in the same university, but our friendship is still the same. I am still the crazy Chong Mae Vin, you are still the siao Ooi Ming Rui. There are facebook, skype, msn and even SMS. We can easily connect to each other through these modern tools. Don't be afraid of giving me a call in midnight if you need me, I will always be there for you whenever you need me. As the cliche goes, a friend in need is a friend in deed. 

I am very sorry that I forgot about your birthday but this won't affect our friendship right?? (Say yes please....) I am not going to say that friends forever because that's so unrealistic, but what I will do is to ensure that our friendship can be maintain as long as possible.

And last, the most important thing is.........

Ming Rui, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 

Stay cute ya~~ 

Enjoy your uni life!!! 

Be optimistic and 

always remember you cute friend here!!

P/s: Please bear with my grammar mistakeSSS, look at the time now... My brain isn't functioning well...

Study

I have not been studying since the first week!!!!! I am seriously slack off a lot. After 7th CC Trip, it is time for me to start concentrate in my study. This is because the main purpose of us to be in university is to graduate with flying colour results. I really hope that I can be in the Dean's List Award, but will this still be possible?? This have to depends on me, CHONG MAE VIN!! Gambateh kudasai~~

Today, I just discovered some problem had occur between me and one of my friends. (Not you, Ming Rui. This post is not for you, read the next post. =P FASTER!!) I realized this quite some time as the way I threat him/her (No clue in guessing who is that. XP) was really mean. If you know me, you will surely avoid me whenever I get pissed or irritated by someone. No one would like to meet that Mae Vin. I have been trying very hard to not being that sarcastic, but it just come out that way. Some of you might have know who is that person, but shhhhhhhhhh... Keep it to yourself, I don't wish to affect anyone to dislike him/her. I will still try my best communicate with him/her in a better manner. Time to train my EQ again...

ASSIGNMENT FOR MICROECONOMICS HAVEN'T DONE YET.... AH!!!!

7th CC Talent's Night

On 21th October 2011, we had our 7th CC Talent's Night. We were only give 10 days for the preparation of it which include the writing of letter (the most headache one), training for performances, banner / backdrop, props, invitation card, floor plan, MC script and also the Pigeon Hole (wrote letters for seniors). This is not an easy job and congratulation to the MTs (Majlis Tertinggi) and committee members (basically all 1st year juniors) for 7th CC Talent's Night for making this even a huge success. A big clap for all of us!!! Y_Y

As I mentioned about the MTs, you must be wondering who are they right???? Let me introduce to you.

President: GILBERT Heng Jing Wei

V. President: CHONG MAE VIN (ME!!!) =P

Secretary: Goh Zhoa Jing

Treasurer: Wong Sui Hou

Before the night, everyone was busy with their own task and we even have to balance our time in study as most of us had mid-sem test in the same week as well. That is when you can really feel that you are not alone and we support each other all the time. Although it was a sleepless week, I think all of us were enjoy when working together (and writing letter together) in the midnight especially the night when Kah Wei and Johnson brought down supper for us. =D =D =D

The moment which touched me the most was when we tried to get the banner down. I can feel that everyone want it to be a success, the cooperation spirit is the strongest at that moment. James stand on Max's shoulder to pull down the banner and tied it. Although I saw Max was suffer in pain, but he put it aside and hold on until James was done. If you're there, you can surely feel that too.

My list of Da BB:

1) Dominic Loke

2) Wong Siew Juin

3) Nelson Hii

4) Ting Aik Siew (Angry Bird)

5) Pyton

6) Kang Kar Kee

7) Loh Chia Kee

8) Chong Jie Hui

9) Winney Liew

That is the great memory in working with a bunch of FRIENDS. Looking forward to creating more great memories in 7th CC! <3

7th CC HOSEH!

7th CC HOSEH!

7th CC HOSEH HOSEH HOSEH!!!!

I NEED TO BLOG!!!!

I had abandon my blog for almost a month!!! How can I did this to it??

Now, let's start with a report on what I did for the past 1 month. (in chronological order)
1) Interview for AIESEC and committee for FEA Night
2) 50th Anniversary Celebration for PBUM
3) 7th CC Supper Night
4) UM Convocation for graduated seniors frm 7th CC
5) Help out in PBUM's Vege Stall
6) NRC Talk
7) Induction for AIESEC and meeting
8) Preparation for FEA Night
9) SUKMUM
10) 'Zhong Guo Wen Hua Zhi Ye'
11) 7th CC Talent's Night
12) Pigeon Hole (wrote 'love' letters for seniors)
13) 'Quan Zhong Hua' - an event organized by PBCUM [going for the training camp later]
[i think..... that's all guuuuaaaaaaa]

and of course not to forget TUTORIALS & ASSIGNMENTS

A busy month, huh? Every time whenever I on my laptop, I was busy checking my mail, prepare for my assignment (this is the main motive I turn on my laptop, but I end up blogging at here), OSK investment challenge and many other serious matter. However, facebook became the site that I visit the last, after I had complete what I wanted to do...

And today, I HAVE TO BLOG!!! I just got too many things that I have to spill out, not by talking to the others but through blogging as sometimes, we can't talk everything as we like to the others. This lead to my next post.... 

*to be continued*

UNI!!!!

If you do stalk my facebook, you would have know that which university I get. 

Yet, I still want to repeat it again!

I'm now in

!!!!

Ya, you're right! We can go out anytime if I don't have any work on.

I just undergo UM orientation week (MHSUM - Minggu Haluansiswa Universiti Malaya). It wasn't as scary as what I heard. However, it was AWESOME!!! It's undeniably that the talk was boring and I do 'fishing' during the talk but I do had lots of fun and enjoy it. 

"How is UM?"
How are you in UM?"
"How is your uni life?"

These are the few questions that I have been answering for this week.
Ok, well. UM is AWESOME. I am so proud to say that I'm a UM student. According to QS World University Ranking, UM is ranked at 167th place worldwide. The only Malaysia Institution that has made it to the top 200 of the QS World University Rankings 2011/2012

I don't really know how would my life be as this is a whole new chapter of my life. I'm so ready to explore more about it! ^^

Before I end the post, here are some of the pictures of my hostel room. I will try to get the picture of orientation week from Napoleon, my senior in KK7.

The double-decker bed

The single bed

And lastly, our study table

Will update more about my recent life, when I am free.

Stay tuned. ^^

Working Life

As I promised, this is going to be my first update on my recent life. <3

I only started to search for job after slacking at home for almost 1 month. I attended a few interviews and finally I get my FIRST OFFICIAL JOB in CIMB Bank as a Credit Card Adviser. This sounds pretty cool uh-huh! But the job wasn't cool at all with the sales target and current economic situation in our country. OK, let me just brief you on my job. Basically, I had to promote CIMB credit card mainly through telemarketing and sometimes we had roadshow and blitz too. Blitz is where we have to enter shop by shop to promote the card. That was tiring.

Here is where I worked at.

I signed a 1 year contrat but I only manage to provide my service for CIMB form 18th May 2011 till 15th August 2011. Although I was in the Bank for just 3 months, I had do me best to achieve my sales target and I had gotten the 'Top Performer Award for Credit Card Sales' for the month of June and July. =D =D =D 

By working in the Bank, I learnt a lot of things. For example, communication skills, administrative skills, how to persuade people, working attitude and more. I would like to stress on the working attitude as I don't understand why the people in my team they don't dedicate to their job. They take the basic pay for nothing granted as they didn't even work hard to gain their sales. I understand that it's not easy to promote credit card as there have been a lot of negative news on it, but as a sales person, no matter what happen, we still have to fulfill our job. That's our job obligation. Or is it that's the way should be??? ==|||

  

I'm glad that Ming Rui join me in June, at least both of us can work together and achieve my goal. You know... Somehow when you see people around you not really working hard for their job, you will just tend to slack off too. We had a lot of fun in the office. We work, eat, hang out and talk bad about others *oppsss* together. I love that moment. =P

Ming Rui & Me

I didn't force her to take this picture =P

XP

Beside working in the Bank, I worked in the Smart Bean Leaning Centre too. It's a language learning centre for kids from age 4 to 11. The kids there are super cute. The can just fight over for little things and creied just because they don't like someone. Although sometimes they are quite annoying but undeniable they are adorable. =D

They are cute. Arent't they? ^^

Me & Rachel (my FAVORITE student)

Me & Book Keat

Here is all about my working experience before I enter university to further my study. It was a GREAT experience. =D

A quick one...

I am going to make this a quick one as it is already 1.30am and I am working tomorrow. I just don't know why I can't sleep tonight. Insomnia...

I have a lots to post about and I am here to make a short list on what am I going to post.

Below are a few items that WANTED desperately to post about it!!

1) My working life

2) My education life [sound so formal XP]

3) Outings and trips after matric

4) My birthday!!!! [the most important one]

Although it is just 4 topics but it is going to be loooooonnnnngggggg and 'informatics'! lol XD

Tata~~~

Gonna lay on my bed before my mom scream at me!!!

Good Nitez! :-*

Poor Professional Tour Guide =D

/hi

(It's super CUTE! :) )

My matrix friends came to Klang today which included Ming Rui, Carmen, Weldon, Amy, Gavin, Qian Ni, Sheng Fatt and Ru Bin.

/XD

We were supposed to meet at AEON Bukit Tinggi at around 3pm but due to the train delayed, they (Qian Ni, Sheng Fatt, Amy and Gavin) reached at 5pm.  

KTM

To spend our time, we wandered around AEON and entered Padini Concept Store. Yeah, Weldon accompanied us, the 3 girls (Ming Rui, Carmen & me) to PADINI. She He just followed us around. lol XD It was kinda weird that Weldon shopped with us, so we decided to watch a movie but there was none of it suits our time, thus we end up in a pool centre (we took around 20 minutes to search the shop). 

AEON Bukit Tinggi

When we FINALLY reached, our 2 drivers (Ming Rui & Carmen) have some difficulty in their parking as they parked in between 2 parking lots, Weldon and me went down the car and let the drivers to park their car properly. (Opps... Maybe I shouldn't comment too much on their driving skills as me myself can even get the approval to drive yet...) When we entered, we realized that that shop is actually a snooker centre but the problem is we don't know how to play snooker, we only know about pool! We then asked the worker to help us change to the pool set. However, the table is too big for pool game, but no choice. We do had lots of fun at there. The winning team was CARMEN & WELDON but the overall winner was WELDON! Congratulation!!! We do have another 'special' award which is the award for the person with the MOST FREE BALL and this award goes to OOI MING RUI!!!

Pool

Oh ya... Another IMPORTANT scene which involve MING RUI!!! (Carmen & Weldon, I guess both of you know what am I going to said. lol XD) She stopped her car too far from the parking ticket machine and she had to open the door just to put in / to take the parking ticket. Ah... She is going to kill me. :P

After the pool game, we went to fetch them from the Telok Gadung KTM station. Then we went back to AEON Bukit Tinggi to meet up with Ru Bin. We walked for awhile in AEON and we changed our plan to have our dinner at TELOK GONG! FYI, Telok Gadung & Telok Gong are 2 different places lo. According to the original plan, we were supposed to have our dinner in one of the BEST Bah Kut Teh in Klang (I don't actually know where is the best Bah Kut Teh in Klang because as for me, the Bah Kut Teh in Klang taste all the same. But if you really wanna know where can you find the Best Bah Kut Teh in Klang, then come to my house lo. Hehe... ^^), but we feel like bringing them to somewhere special and we end up in Telok Gong, a place famous with their seafood although it located in the industrial area. 

Bah Kut Teh

Before we went for dinner, Carmen fetched Weldon back home. Ming Rui and me accompanied her. We had a nice chat in Carmen's car. While we were sending Weldon back, Ru Bin guided them around AEON to introduce them the LARGEST AEON in ASIA!!! When we were about to reach AEON, I called Qian Ni to meet us up at Maybank and then we headed to TELOK GONG! Wohoo... And guess what, I guided them and we reached there SAFELY without getting lost! /nobigdeal I can't believe a person like me who don't have sense of direction can actually bring them there. lol XD Actually Ming Rui do help la. Hehe... ^^

At Telok Gong ^^
(Back: Ming Rui, Carmen, Me
Front: Amy, Gavin, Ru Bin, Qian Ni, Sheng Fatt)

After the dinner we back to AEON AGAIN!! But this time is to drop Ru Bin and me. I entered to meet up my mom at Opera and Ru Bin waited for his dad at Maybank.

What a wonderful day!

/wahaha

Hope to meet them again. Selangor gang, let's hang out next time. /please 

Perhaps we can go Subang. ^^

Or they can come Klang again and we bring them to Setia Alam Pasar Malam? :D

Selangor Gang <3
(Ru Bin, Carmen, Ming Rui, Me, Weldon)

Lastly, not to forget the tour guide of the day:~

Klang is the BEST! <3
(Ru Bin, Me, Weldon)

I thinks that's all for today!

Time to sleep. ^^

Tata~~~

/bye

p/s: Credit to Ru Bin & Jocelynn for the picture.

What's wrong?

What is wrong with me????

I don't know what am I doing for this few days...

I don't even know why am I posting this as I got NOTHING to post about...

In my heart, I can feel there is someone in it who I am missing so much, but I just cannot figure out who is that... Funny huh??? Ya....

Sigh... I hope I could figure it out but it do not seems to be that easy...

And maybe that someone is just KMNS??? A place where I was there for around 300 days??

Maybe I still in the state of adapting myself to be back home again.

As we were having holiday last time, we always have to remind ourselves not to be too happy over it as a great wave of homesickness swept over us. And now, when I am FINALLY at home, I might have just get use to that perception that I should not get overboard. But all I need is just time. Now, just let time do its job.

KMNS must have drew me insane. During the exam week, everyone was hoping to go back and packed their stuffs, I was the only one who kept telling myself that I am not going back yet. I was cultivating myself that I should not looking forward to be back home because I know once I am excited to be back home, I will not study, yet I was bothered by the SC's interview. That's why there's a saying goes, you can never run your life as what you planned because there's always a 'surprise' that will make you rearrange everything. 

OMG!!! This post is so unorganized.

I just hope that you can understand it (can get what am I trying to say) as you (my lovely readers) are my greatest motivation.

Quote of the day:

"Do not dwell of the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moments."

No More...

/hihi

Here I come my lovely...

Home,

Facebook,

Blog,

Girl Guides

&

FRIENDSSS

/nobigdeal

No more jungle.

No more cafeteria A, B, C & D.

No more Hong Kong.

No more 新东方.

No more Uncle Cheah.

No more KUALA PILAH.

No more KMNS.

The chapter of my matrix life had finally come to an end. 

Should I be happy about it?

/hmm

When I woke up this morning, I felt so empty. Everything had come to an end on yesterday.

I'm now back to my 'old' life as 347 days ago. I had been looking forward for this day since the first day I was in KMNS but it's hard to leave my friends although I still can meet some of them but I know it's hard for me to meet some of them. In KMNS, we met each other everyday until we are bored about it but when the moment is over, then only we start to miss that moment.

Ming Rui, always sleep, study, eat and did everything in my room.

Lok Yee, always makan instant mee together.

Mei Chien, always 'climb' up to the 3rd floor to chat with us and will never want to sleep in my room even though it was 3am.

Lao Portrait's Family (9 of us), everyday had dinner at 6pm.

Jocelynn, every morning I would shout her name when I passed by her room.

Ivan & Adrian & Ming Rui & Mei Chien, had our 'auntie talk' at kopsa.

and many more...

But the most important thing is no matter where are we now, at least we know that we appeared in each other life and it can never be ease off.

In KMNS, I am quite discipline on my daily routine.

Woke up at 6.30am, slept at 11pm and had my dinner at 6pm.

But for now, I sleep at 1.30am, wake up at 10am and until now I still haven't have my dinner yet(9.00pm)!

Khalil Gibran once said, "Yesterday is today's memory and tomorrow is today's dream."

Matrix life is my today's memory, and university life is my today's dream.

Matrix Life

I am now in the slacking period waiting for the next chapter of my life to begin.

It will be my university life!!! September! Still got 4 more months to go. *hint*

What will I do in this 4 months? 

Working to earn $$ so that I can go travel around and go shopping!

I will be going Sarawak on the 21st August until 24th August. Jocelynn, don't miss me too much yea, we will meet very soon.

Sarawak

Tomorrow is going Sunway Pyramid to watch RED RIDING HOOD! :P

RED RIDING HOOD!!

Got to go and sleep now.
/bye

p/s: I took 10 hours for this post. wow! 

21st April

Finally it display~~~

:) :D

/wahaha

In the KTM

I believe that the title itself tells you where am I now.

Yea, I am now in the KTM, on my way back home.

Why am I back home at this period of time? I have my exam on MONDAY!

It's just simply because I have something REALLY IMPORTANT to do which is attend an interview for Securities Commission Scholarship.

I am SHORLISTED for the interview. Unbelievable! I received 3 missed calls on Tuesday night and when I called back, I realized it was from Securities Commission. I was so panic as I missed out the call. What if they disqualified me because of that??? I cannot slept for the whole night and I was having exam on the second day. I forced myself into sleep.

The next day(which is yesterday), I was so worry in the morning but I can do nothing because my exam stated at 9. I calmed down myself so that I could answer the questions as it is Mathematics (Paper 2). After the exam, I saw another missed call from them. I called back and they transferred me to about 10 persons and finally, they gave me another number.

I called that number and a guy who named Hadri assisted me. He is a very friendly guy. I didn't have any pen with me at first and he repeated twice for me about all the details.

Tomorrow is the interview! OMG!!! It's nerve-racking interview.

GAMBATEH, CHONG MAE VIN!

Before My Exam!!!

3 more days until my FINALS!!!! Am I sound excited? Ok... I am not suppose to be excited for it.

I am EXTREMELY EXCITED or LOOKING FORWARD STRESSSSSSSSSSSSS for the exam...

3 more days...

OMG!!!!!!!!!! It's only 3 more days!!!!!!!! Can you see that, is 3! 3!

*can't breath now*

Economics, how can I be able to understand you? Am I suitable to take up my degree in Economics? Do you think that I understand you enough, my DEAR economics?

Business Management, how about you? Why can't you just stuck in my head? I bought elephant glue, UHU glue and all types of glue, but you just don't want to stick in my head? Do you really that hate me? 

*sob*

Mathematics and Accounting, both of you LOVE me the most. That's why I love both of you too, unlike the others. Opps... Economics and Business Management don't jealous ya, I love both of you too but I will love you guys more if you willing to stay in my head longer.

Sigh... Still got a lot of of chapters haven't revise yet!!!!!!!! Die....

Got to go~~~~~~~~~~

Notes, I am coming, wait for me!!!!!!!!!

Don't leave me!!!!!!!!!

EXCITED

I am SUPPOSED to study now. Cut it short now.

I just received a call from my sister. They are now coming to the jungle to see me!!!!!!!!! They just pass by KFC. 15 minutes more and I will be able to see them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had been suffering for homesick for the past few weeks. It had been ages I haven't been hugging my mom. MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can't wait to see them.

Have to get ready now. 

Tata~~~

!!! ME & MOMMY & YANNY & GEGE !!!

Am I Useless??

I feel so useless now! I'm good (not to say expert) in nothing!
I have no talent in singing, acting, writing, debating, public speaking, swimming and many others.
I cannot even type properly using the keyboard as what Ming Rui always like to schold me.

What am I good at? I am good in nothing. I have got no talent at all.
Talent is a God's gift but it seems that god doesn't like me that much.
(Can't really blame God, it is just me that is USELESS!)

What am I good at? I have no idea.
I can speak 5 languages which are Bahasa Malaysia, English, Mandarin, Cantonese and Hokkien. However, I master none of it. I am a BIG FAILURE, right? Sigh...

Not only that, I am a girl who is extremely lazy. I just cannot help for this.
My this bad attitude was inculcate in me since young.
I do tried my very hard to stay away from my lazy attitude but I just love to procrastinate.
Procrastinate and lazy are best friend, whenever I get attracted by anyone of them, the other partner will just follow along. I know that in  this case, 
 'Buy 1, Free 1' promotion 
 should not exist but they just cannot be separate. They also be recognise as the Siamese twins (conjoined twins).

As quoted from Edward Young, 

"Procrastination is the thief of time."

I am trying to be more determined and stay as far as possible from 'procrastination'. 

Wish me luck for that as I do not know how long can I resist as he is so attractive and charming. lol XD

As a research reported, "It took 1 and a half year to change our attitude."

Mr. Procrastination, I want to keep a distance from you. 

Please leave me alone.

I am begging you. PLEASE!

My spirit is shredding down day by day. Why I am so USELESS?!?!
Sigh...
It's incurable.

I have to do something.
It is so not like CHONG MAE VIN's style.
Will you give up that easily? Of course not.

Stay strong and always be yourself as being yourself is just good enough.


GAMBATEH!!!
As a saying goes, "If you have it, flaunt it."
I should just be happy with what is gifted!!