Am I Useless??

I feel so useless now! I'm good (not to say expert) in nothing!
I have no talent in singing, acting, writing, debating, public speaking, swimming and many others.
I cannot even type properly using the keyboard as what Ming Rui always like to schold me.

What am I good at? I am good in nothing. I have got no talent at all.
Talent is a God's gift but it seems that god doesn't like me that much.
(Can't really blame God, it is just me that is USELESS!)

What am I good at? I have no idea.
I can speak 5 languages which are Bahasa Malaysia, English, Mandarin, Cantonese and Hokkien. However, I master none of it. I am a BIG FAILURE, right? Sigh...

Not only that, I am a girl who is extremely lazy. I just cannot help for this.
My this bad attitude was inculcate in me since young.
I do tried my very hard to stay away from my lazy attitude but I just love to procrastinate.
Procrastinate and lazy are best friend, whenever I get attracted by anyone of them, the other partner will just follow along. I know that in  this case, 
 'Buy 1, Free 1' promotion 
 should not exist but they just cannot be separate. They also be recognise as the Siamese twins (conjoined twins).

As quoted from Edward Young, 

"Procrastination is the thief of time."

I am trying to be more determined and stay as far as possible from 'procrastination'. 

Wish me luck for that as I do not know how long can I resist as he is so attractive and charming. lol XD

As a research reported, "It took 1 and a half year to change our attitude."

Mr. Procrastination, I want to keep a distance from you. 

Please leave me alone.

I am begging you. PLEASE!

My spirit is shredding down day by day. Why I am so USELESS?!?!
Sigh...
It's incurable.

I have to do something.
It is so not like CHONG MAE VIN's style.
Will you give up that easily? Of course not.

Stay strong and always be yourself as being yourself is just good enough.


GAMBATEH!!!
As a saying goes, "If you have it, flaunt it."
I should just be happy with what is gifted!!

AWESOME!!!!

OMG!!! You MUST watch the video below! It's super awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 (Sam Tsui)

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.

 (Christina Grimmie)
I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

(Sam Tsui)

I was at the top and I was like I’m in the basement.
Number one spot and now you found your own replacement.
I swear now that I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
I shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See your pretty face run my fingers through your hair.


My lover, my life. My baby, my wife.
You left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I know that it just ain't right.

(Together)
I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

(Christina Grimmie)
When I'm ridin I swear I see your face at every turn.
I'm tryin to get my usher on, but I can let it burn.
And I just hope you'll know you're the only one I yearn for.
No wonder I'll be missing when I'll learn?


Didn't give you all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about you baby.


Hey, you were(was) so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.


I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm wishin that she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong...

(Together)
And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.


If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything.

Ohhh, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.

(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.

(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.


I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a dream).
I travel back (travel back) (i travel back), down that road (down the road).
Will you come back? No one knows (no one knows).
I realize, it was only just a dream (No, no, no...).


And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes) (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a.. it's just a dream).
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize (i realize), it was only just a dream  
(baby, it was only just... it was only just a dream)

Nooo... Ohhh...

It was only just a dream.

Unbelievable

*Kindly inform that this post is regarding to the date below, not the posted date.*

8 March 2011 (5.25pm)

OMG

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE

GOT

THE

FIRST

PLACE

FOR

THE

MULTIMEDIA

COMPETITION

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You are right. It’s first!!!! From the top, not from the bottom. I know you may not be able to accept the fact too. Even I myself still cannot calm down until now.

I get the news at 4.15pm. My TM teacher called me to see him after my class end. I was still in the depressing mood. On the way to the unit, I was talking to my friend, Athirah (one of my partners for the multimedia presentation). I told her, “Cikgu hanya nak beritahu kita orang yang kita tak perlu hadir majlis untuk esok je kut…” Both of us were super not confident for ourselves. We were the second group who present yesterday. In my heart, I had predicted that the group the presented on Tun Dr. Dato’ Mahatir will get the first, so and forth. I just prayed hard that we didn't get the last place. At least get the 5th place. But no matter how much I predict, I seriously didn’t dare to place my group as the first group. En. Nizam said that there were 3 groups with the same result and after a long discussion between the lecturers, they have decide that we deserve the FIRST place!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another partner of me, Intan didn’t go to the unit with us. When I on the way back to my room, I dropped by at her room. At first, I wanted to cheat her that En. Nizam gave us a Cloud 9 as a consolation prize (a lecturer was distribute at the unit when we were there). Then, I asked her, “In your opinion, which place could we get for the competition?” She replied, “In my dream, a 6 appears.” Then, I presented my hand to her and told her that we get the CHAMPION!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know what she replied? She said, “Janganlah tipu. Saya fahamlah. Kita dapat number 6. Tak pe….” I tried very hard to clarify to her that we have gotten the FIRST place but she just don’t want to believe and she called Athirah for confirmation. In the phone, Athirah was trying to trick her too. When Intan asked her, she kept reply don’t know. At last she told her that it is true that we get the CHAMPION and we have to prepare a better script as we have to present it for another time at DSG on tomorrow night in conjunction with the CHAMPION NIGHT (malam Juara-juara). AT LAST, FINALLY, LASTLY and EVENTUALLY, she believe it.

Think back yesterday night, I still cannot accept it until now. If you do follow my blog, you surely can remember one of my posts on the e-PPDa competition. In fact, for that competition, I still cannot accept that we were the champion. I have come to a conclusion that, all IT completion will have results that are out of expectation. Do you agree? Lol XD

THE TRUTH about MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Kindly inform that this post is regarding to the date below, not the posted date.*

7 March 2011 (6.30pm)

I am super down now. I need someone to talk to. This is the first time I face failure in my life that actually draw me into a depression mood. My team give a poor account of ourselves, especially ME. I am blaming and hating myself now for the SUPER EXTREME TERRIBLE (look at it, how bad is my English!) slide show that I prepared. I thought I have done my best but the truth turns out to be another way.



Words for myself:

“Do you think you are the best, Chong Mae Vin?” “NO! You are the worst group. You are the worst presenter!” Ish… What’s wrong with me??? It’s proven that I am poor in IT stuff! Chong Mae Vin, have you realize that you are a self-centered person and overconfident of yourself?? You always think that you are the best. Those who are surrounding you are just idiots. They exist in this world are just to project the best of you! When are you going to stop all these childish thinking?!?! AH!!!!!!! Coooooooooooool down, my dear. Try lower down your expectation, or not you will be glum if you don’t achieve it. REMEMBER, don’t set your goal too high nor too low. An average goal can be a good motivation for you to work and try harder. Too many extraordinary goals may draw you down and distinguish the spirit in you.”

Choral Speaking UPDATE!

When do I post this???

IT'S 12.30PM and I do have class tomorrow ya. Thus, can't really post that long as I should be on my bed now to meet the 'God of Sleeping'.

Let's cut everything short.

Jang

Jang

Jang

Jang

....

The latest Mae Vin is as below. Do you miss me?

Oh... I know you do. Don't be shy to admit it. I understand you! lol XD

Can you see any difference in the picyure below??

Look it carefully. Look into it. (But make sure you don't knock the monitor ya although I know I am attractive. *vomit*)

The answer is shown below.

I wore my new contact lens.

This is my first pair of coloured contact lens which is dark violet.

Nice???????????? Of course la!

Oppppsssss......

Seriously have to sleep now.

I wanted to post on the choral speaking competition we had today but the time doesn't seem to allow me to do so. Will update it next time when there's a chance(for sure!)!